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Lo -Fi lulls

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"…and then she turned and saw him and she knew she had found him, but the look on his face said we found each other."
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drowning uncertainties drowning in uncertainties.  uncertainty in drowning eyes twinkling eyes filled with liquid hope

drowning uncertainties

drowning in uncertainties. 

uncertainty in drowning

eyes twinkling

eyes filled with liquid hope

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In the days of golden daysWhen everybody knew what they wantedIt aint here todayDreams and belief have goneTime, life itself goes on…

In the days of golden days
When everybody knew what they wanted
It aint here today
Dreams and belief have gone
Time, life itself goes on…

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surprise ASSHOLE

surprise ASSHOLE

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HURT

hurt

This is me saying goodbye.

…because I deserve the fucking sky.

Ive worked incredibly hard in life to get where I am.

I’m not going to let anyone make me feel like Im worth less than I am. I deserve the sweetness of honey, the sugar of candy, the warmth of the sun…the heart of gold.

I have pushed myself and pushed myself to get to this point in my life where I have accomplished all that I have set out too.

This is it, this is happening right now.

This is the only life I have.

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People need to stop meddling in my affairs.

People need to stop meddling in my affairs.

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When I think of paper lanterns       I think of the time you promised to take me Firecrackers in the alley, unkept hair…last nights smeared black eyeliner the blur of disassociated reality     the detachment of emotion king cobra spelling sentences on my tongue that wont be spoken bite your tongue baby, i like it…but bite it dont say those words you’ll ruin this moment for me. If I could go back the only thing I would change would be….meeting you.  But the memories I never want to forget. Paper lanterns are flammable….like this thought of you and me. Burn faster Burn quicker…feeling sicker sicker so so sick.

When I think of paper lanterns       I think of the time you promised to take me

Firecrackers in the alley, unkept hair…last nights smeared black eyeliner

the blur of disassociated reality     the detachment of emotion

king cobra spelling sentences on my tongue that wont be spoken

bite your tongue baby, i like it…but bite it dont say those words you’ll ruin this moment for me.

If I could go back the only thing I would change would be….meeting you. 

But the memories I never want to forget.

Paper lanterns are flammable….like this thought of you and me.

Burn faster Burn quicker…feeling sicker sicker so so sick.

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Lo-Fi lulling

Sometimes these thoughts

they form constant              f r a g ment e d    se n t e nc es.

I dont even know you but my mind takes me to this place where the last moment you smiled at me flashes in my mind and I smile to myself….wondering.

The uncertainty of it all.

Somehow sometimes the less memories the better, especially if those that are tucked away in your locked heart are ones of gold and silver. The threads of fine linen, the reflection of light cascading over precious stones, the feel of concrete colliding with my knees…the blood that paints the side walk sorrow.

These thoughts colliding with the earth, motion moves shaking…shaking like a fist.

I told you that love is something that pours freely from my veins like whiskey on tap in a dive bar promenade. I want you to speak softly, and surely because I cant bear the pain.

Words lay sleeping in your heart until the night.

Wont you tuck them away in my locket, I’ll keep them safe….if you promise me.